1. |
gore
03:23
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it always starts with one
innocent pain at heart
too soft to isolate
to quench the rising fire
behind your back it grows
it’s reason versus knife
you run out of lifelines
crusade against your mind
launch the monsters, start the fight
i died a thousand times
and then the morning comes
you feel so unattached
the failure and the guilt
overflowing your mind
with aches and throbbing scabs
you didn’t reach the lands
where you would find your peace
you overdid self-harm
launch the monsters, start the fight
i died a thousand times
extreme mode, game on, game on
last respawn, the bloodshed’s dawn
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2. |
love market
03:20
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yes, i am your slave
in this bondage game
yes, you know me well,
i confuse love and pain
get out of your shade
punch me in the face
i am the easiest target
on the love market
throw me on my knees
with your spiteful spits
make love to others
while gagging me
i will swallow it all
i’ll lick it from your face
‘cause i’m the easiest target
on the love market
i’m vomiting with compassion
until i fucking bleed
my dark side is being submissive
my dark side is a martyr
making love to confused hearts
each day i’m tagged
with 'reduced price'
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3. |
twinkles
04:53
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my little nephew, my little niece,
forgive me for not loving myself
the twinkle in your eyes
numbs all the pains i fantasize about
my dear friends and all who see
the paling scars on my body
you are everything i don’t deserve
but your warm words are all that keeps me here
how does one keep going on?
how does one believe they can be strong?
how do i find breath to outscream
the voice that’s constantly teasing me to go?
twinkle, twinkle, little star
who loves you for what you are
twinkle, twinkle, little star
they love you for what you are
a star
if I wake up tomorrow
i’ll try not to give up again
i, I promise
i’ll hide the knife away
if i
hear the screams
cutting their way outside my veins
i, i promise
to tell them to wait for another day
twinkle, twinkle, fucked up star
ho would love you
for what you are?
twinkle, twinkle, fucked up star
no one loves you
for what you are
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4. |
magnolia
03:24
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among ruby waters i drown
bail me out
among the seas of guilt i drown
help me out
among ruby waters i sleep
they’re yours to keep
i give myself away
i gave you all my pain
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5. |
lodestar
03:01
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and i will see the universe above the throne that’s made of clouds
and i will follow to the lands free of your reigning arm
free of the fear that loosing you will be the end of me
i'll find a planet where i can settle at peace
i have one thousand scars each one opens up
when patterns hit label me a letdown
but i will reach my hand caress your wrinkled eyelid
look me in the eye admit you fucked me up
please let me go you scratch me from the inside
why would you slay what you yourself set up?
i'm your knife
i welcome you in my arms
caress of metal forever in your hand
know that i will never leave you behind
so take me and cut
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6. |
eyes closed
04:37
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you showed me hell
i learned the streets of it by heart
with eyes closed
i can find my way around
wishing one day
i can get back to love, to life
and so it’s over, hun
i broke the curse,
the game is done
the pain is gone,
farewell
you taught me that
we were both holding the knife
but i’m the only one
that can tear it out of my heart
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7. |
habits
03:21
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i sit down
with my knife
i wait for my intents
to come through tonight
it works sometimes
not each day i collapse
a remembrance
that i can dodge some strikes
i tease my skin
assess the pain
will this little game
protect me from cutting again
i feel it’s weight
i kiss the blade
it calms me down
to simply have it nearby
if anyone asks
you can smile and say
you were afraid at night
and that’s why
next to your bed
you’re keeping a knife
don’t ask me about my scars
i know that it’s a shame
the body
the battlefield with life
sometimes a win
sometimes reason fucks up
i try to learn
to call a friend
whenever i hear the blade
whispering my name
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8. |
pornhub
05:35
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i cut myself to pieces
i starve until i faint
my eyes are ruby red
my skin ash-pale
i meant to be your love drool
but you wiped me off your chick
a derpy body fluid
never to be seen
i wanna be your pornhub
i wanna be your slave
i wanna play this game
i wanna lose this game
while you look the other way
i wanna peg you, love
be your holy fucking grail
but you shut the woman out
while you make love to her
i am a guide dog
leading all who can’t see
real people in the darkest corners
of their fantasy
and as i fall into a mist
with me i take the blame
for letting my baby boy
stab me with his blade
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